Masterpiece Essay

I do believe I was treated as a colleague in my group. Outside the group I was uncertain. They don't know me and I don't know them. In this class it was harder for me to present my presentation. I would assume it was because I don't know them that well. Like strangers. My Chicano Latino course would make each of us talk to different people. And some acuities where we all talk of the same subject as a group standing. I would put myself in Hamlet. Why? I feel like sometimes Hamlet is not being understoodby anyone  He's not alone, but yet again he is.... .Also Macbeth. I see my self as him and makes me question of I would trun out like him if I were to have power. Macbeth turned his trust into desire. Rather be loyal or turn that down for power and richness? That's something I can not answer till I experience it. Another character I put my self as would be Bernard. The only part I would relate to him would be when he had everything. Popularity and high self esteem. He still felt lonely. I can relate to the loneyness. Everyone is on there own little world. I'm not always in the same page as others. I have a phone, family, girlfriend. And yet again I feel lonely at time... Why is that? I feel like I have not reconnected with my passion. I don't even think I have a passion yet. If not then when? I hope not long. Passions can switch over time. There are many passions out there. Witch one will be mine? I just hope I find what I'm looking for. Which is my passion. Singing about this course that made laugh out loud would be me in this course. We were given the options of books or online. I believed online would be better than books. I thought that I would be doing everything a lot better and caught up with all work. That changed over the time. Why? It could have been anything honestly. I was talking a little behind because of work. So a big lol for me thinking it was going to be easier that it was going to be online but it's not just that. It's about the atmosphere your in that's what makes a change of you and work. The 5 presentation that I felt where common were, Lizbeth, Cynthia, Irene, Angel, me. What was in common in these presentations where videos. Videos witch complete the teaching and show a deeper example. My question now is whether adding a video or not would be more professional. Am I a hero? I would not call myself a hero. I don't recall any heroic actions Ive made. But what I do notice in movies is a hero dose not call himself a hero. He/she dose the the actions of a hero. The people call them heros. It's would be up to the people I say. I don't call my self a hero because all I do is school and work and just so thing witch are right and sometimes I just get bad days or mad moods. I respond "Here I come!" To adventure. Why? Because it's something new that does not take the same place for years, or days. I have not found a mentor yet. I had conquered a challenge. A challenge of myself. It took place at work. I know that I think negative. Witch in result makes me in a bad mood. I thought to myself. I should visual things a better way. I don't have a hard job. It's pretty simple and easy. To look forward of things to college. I shook of the stress and bad mood. Saying I'm ready.

(Backup) MONKEY SEE/Hear/Do

When I teach my masterpiece. All you have to do is listen and just be open minded. Don't hate. Respect. When you teach I'll do the same. I might get nervous and mess up a little, or a lot. But I'll try not to fear or doubt. Got one life. Get comfortable. Because if I don't do it how I plan to do it, then I'll regret it. That's something I don't want. To fail it and then later on regret on what I didn't do it and how I should have done it. Or I'm just saying this now and later on when teaching my masterpiece I fail and get over with it.

My Masterpiece

My masterpiece will be a subject that I will be teaching to the class. What is my masterpiece about? At first it was about how to make extra income. Such as investing or making an online business. I decided not to go with that subject anymore since I don't have the experience or enough knowledge about investing or making an online business. I just knew a certain amount of knowledge of it. Any ways I changed it to motivation. I quickly changed it again since I didn't know how to reach that or maybe I just didn't feel motivated about that subject. The subject that I might go all the way through would be "change in schools". On the outer point of view is if a kid can't do the work then he/she will fall the work and affect them from then to later on. Considered dumb or any other names you would like to give. The other point of view would be from the students if not from the students. Than my point of view what I see and others who agree. I got this subject from "Prince EA" he talks about how the school needs to change. A lack of passion and campassion in schools. Also how some of the things we learn in school will be highly useless for our future. School is not getting us ready for our future. Some things I didn't learn in school, which I think should be taught would be how to earn points for credit to buy a house or car. About mortgage. Tax. How to be creative. All we do in school is follow intrusions and directions. Okay.... So I'll also be showing some videos. About a student. Maybe some other videos about how other countries teach.

Brave New World Essay.

I'm done reading Brave New World. I see some dark things that applies to this world. A person who is looking for acceptance. Looking for acceptance can be dangerous in many ways. A character that stood out to me would be Benard. In chapter 4 Benard was embarrassed that Lenina was talking about there social affair in public. Saying that she wants to go with him to the Savage resveration. A girl says something like "Ew but he is weird". Benard is socially awkward. He ran away to avoid talking to Benito. Benard is shorter than other people making him slightly different even though they are all almost the same. Benard likes lenina, but he hated that she acts like evenone else, also to make it clear he is not popular. He is seen as a loser. Later on Benard picks up his friend hembolt. Benard feels like writing about something but is not quite to sure how to express himself. Him and hebolt feel like they are different and that's what makes them friends. Benard goes to talk to his boss for permission to let him go the the Savage resveration in New Mexico. His boss tells him a story when he once went to the resveration and he was with a lady but woke up and was alone and that he had a teribble experience. Then his boss mentions that he does not like his behavior and threatns to relocate him. Once at the resveration with lenina. Once Benard is seeing the outside world "Savage resveration". He questions if he would be more complete of he were to show or get more human emotions. Later on they meet John and his mother Linda. Benard puts the puzzle together of Lindas story and John's and his boss. Benard invites them to the "Brave New world". Using them as leverage against the director (his boss). Once Benard comes back. He is now looking to be accepted. His boss wants him to meet with him. There are people around. The director says he is going to relocate him. Then Benard brings out Linda and John. John calls the director father multiple times and Linds saying he left her pregnant. Everyone laughs the directors goes running away. The effect of this makes Benard popular and John to. But Benard becoming popular getting the acceptance he always wanted is going to make him less him and more like everyone else. Once John's mother does (Linda) he turns furious and then a fight happens jhon And hembolt against everyone. While Benard does not know what to do. He just stays out of it. We know that Benard was not good a socializing with people. He also liked Lenina and got jealous and anger towards his competition. Even though that's not permitted in the new world. Once he turns popular and till John no longer wants to be the center of attraction which was getting Benard fame. Benard says in the book that he still feels like he's lost and does not fit it. Even though he is popular he still feels like an outsider. This shows that he got lost from looking for his identity for acceptance. Benard just turns into nothing. He did not get lenina and getting sent to a place where people are put for no part of society.