Masterpiece Essay

I do believe I was treated as a colleague in my group. Outside the group I was uncertain. They don't know me and I don't know them. In this class it was harder for me to present my presentation. I would assume it was because I don't know them that well. Like strangers. My Chicano Latino course would make each of us talk to different people. And some acuities where we all talk of the same subject as a group standing. I would put myself in Hamlet. Why? I feel like sometimes Hamlet is not being understoodby anyone  He's not alone, but yet again he is.... .Also Macbeth. I see my self as him and makes me question of I would trun out like him if I were to have power. Macbeth turned his trust into desire. Rather be loyal or turn that down for power and richness? That's something I can not answer till I experience it. Another character I put my self as would be Bernard. The only part I would relate to him would be when he had everything. Popularity and high self esteem. He still felt lonely. I can relate to the loneyness. Everyone is on there own little world. I'm not always in the same page as others. I have a phone, family, girlfriend. And yet again I feel lonely at time... Why is that? I feel like I have not reconnected with my passion. I don't even think I have a passion yet. If not then when? I hope not long. Passions can switch over time. There are many passions out there. Witch one will be mine? I just hope I find what I'm looking for. Which is my passion. Singing about this course that made laugh out loud would be me in this course. We were given the options of books or online. I believed online would be better than books. I thought that I would be doing everything a lot better and caught up with all work. That changed over the time. Why? It could have been anything honestly. I was talking a little behind because of work. So a big lol for me thinking it was going to be easier that it was going to be online but it's not just that. It's about the atmosphere your in that's what makes a change of you and work. The 5 presentation that I felt where common were, Lizbeth, Cynthia, Irene, Angel, me. What was in common in these presentations where videos. Videos witch complete the teaching and show a deeper example. My question now is whether adding a video or not would be more professional. Am I a hero? I would not call myself a hero. I don't recall any heroic actions Ive made. But what I do notice in movies is a hero dose not call himself a hero. He/she dose the the actions of a hero. The people call them heros. It's would be up to the people I say. I don't call my self a hero because all I do is school and work and just so thing witch are right and sometimes I just get bad days or mad moods. I respond "Here I come!" To adventure. Why? Because it's something new that does not take the same place for years, or days. I have not found a mentor yet. I had conquered a challenge. A challenge of myself. It took place at work. I know that I think negative. Witch in result makes me in a bad mood. I thought to myself. I should visual things a better way. I don't have a hard job. It's pretty simple and easy. To look forward of things to college. I shook of the stress and bad mood. Saying I'm ready.

(Backup) MONKEY SEE/Hear/Do

When I teach my masterpiece. All you have to do is listen and just be open minded. Don't hate. Respect. When you teach I'll do the same. I might get nervous and mess up a little, or a lot. But I'll try not to fear or doubt. Got one life. Get comfortable. Because if I don't do it how I plan to do it, then I'll regret it. That's something I don't want. To fail it and then later on regret on what I didn't do it and how I should have done it. Or I'm just saying this now and later on when teaching my masterpiece I fail and get over with it.

My Masterpiece

My masterpiece will be a subject that I will be teaching to the class. What is my masterpiece about? At first it was about how to make extra income. Such as investing or making an online business. I decided not to go with that subject anymore since I don't have the experience or enough knowledge about investing or making an online business. I just knew a certain amount of knowledge of it. Any ways I changed it to motivation. I quickly changed it again since I didn't know how to reach that or maybe I just didn't feel motivated about that subject. The subject that I might go all the way through would be "change in schools". On the outer point of view is if a kid can't do the work then he/she will fall the work and affect them from then to later on. Considered dumb or any other names you would like to give. The other point of view would be from the students if not from the students. Than my point of view what I see and others who agree. I got this subject from "Prince EA" he talks about how the school needs to change. A lack of passion and campassion in schools. Also how some of the things we learn in school will be highly useless for our future. School is not getting us ready for our future. Some things I didn't learn in school, which I think should be taught would be how to earn points for credit to buy a house or car. About mortgage. Tax. How to be creative. All we do in school is follow intrusions and directions. Okay.... So I'll also be showing some videos. About a student. Maybe some other videos about how other countries teach.

Brave New World Essay.

I'm done reading Brave New World. I see some dark things that applies to this world. A person who is looking for acceptance. Looking for acceptance can be dangerous in many ways. A character that stood out to me would be Benard. In chapter 4 Benard was embarrassed that Lenina was talking about there social affair in public. Saying that she wants to go with him to the Savage resveration. A girl says something like "Ew but he is weird". Benard is socially awkward. He ran away to avoid talking to Benito. Benard is shorter than other people making him slightly different even though they are all almost the same. Benard likes lenina, but he hated that she acts like evenone else, also to make it clear he is not popular. He is seen as a loser. Later on Benard picks up his friend hembolt. Benard feels like writing about something but is not quite to sure how to express himself. Him and hebolt feel like they are different and that's what makes them friends. Benard goes to talk to his boss for permission to let him go the the Savage resveration in New Mexico. His boss tells him a story when he once went to the resveration and he was with a lady but woke up and was alone and that he had a teribble experience. Then his boss mentions that he does not like his behavior and threatns to relocate him. Once at the resveration with lenina. Once Benard is seeing the outside world "Savage resveration". He questions if he would be more complete of he were to show or get more human emotions. Later on they meet John and his mother Linda. Benard puts the puzzle together of Lindas story and John's and his boss. Benard invites them to the "Brave New world". Using them as leverage against the director (his boss). Once Benard comes back. He is now looking to be accepted. His boss wants him to meet with him. There are people around. The director says he is going to relocate him. Then Benard brings out Linda and John. John calls the director father multiple times and Linds saying he left her pregnant. Everyone laughs the directors goes running away. The effect of this makes Benard popular and John to. But Benard becoming popular getting the acceptance he always wanted is going to make him less him and more like everyone else. Once John's mother does (Linda) he turns furious and then a fight happens jhon And hembolt against everyone. While Benard does not know what to do. He just stays out of it. We know that Benard was not good a socializing with people. He also liked Lenina and got jealous and anger towards his competition. Even though that's not permitted in the new world. Once he turns popular and till John no longer wants to be the center of attraction which was getting Benard fame. Benard says in the book that he still feels like he's lost and does not fit it. Even though he is popular he still feels like an outsider. This shows that he got lost from looking for his identity for acceptance. Benard just turns into nothing. He did not get lenina and getting sent to a place where people are put for no part of society.

Brave New World chapter 15

Jhon goes to the staff room and notices that there are a group of guys and girls. The guy look exactly alike and have the same voice and talk about the same thing and this applies for the girls as well. Jhon gets terrified by this. No one is an individual. Jhon makes a speech and says Linda was a slave and others should be set free. Jhon decides to tell everyone if they like being slaves. Also says he came to set them free. They think he went mad and send him to the hospital. Jhon takes the Soma tablets and throws them. Benard acts like he is helping but he's really not. Police come and settle the situation.

Brave New World Chapter 14

John gets the news that his mom is going to die. He gets very upset and sad. The nurse gets surprised by his emotions. Since the the brave new world everyone does there job and they don’t really show emotion. Later on these kids come and mock the people that are about to die and show them rude faces. They put them there so they don’t feel anything about people dying(death conditioning) Linda was up asking for Pope but once she realizes it's her son she dies. The nurse gets mad at John for showing sorrow and sad. Because the kids will pick up on that and have to do the death conditioning again. Johns says “oh god” x3 the children are asking him if she’s dead and what’s god. John pushes them to the ground and walks away

Brave New World chapter 13

Hendry Foster asks Linina to go out on a date. She says No. Because Linina loves jhon and she is going after him. Jhon has not asked her out because he feels that he has to prove him self worthy to be with Linena. He tells her that he wants to marry her, she is confused because she does not know what marriage is. Since she lives in the brave New world where no one gets married. And he lives outside the reservation where marriage still occurs. Anyways John explained what marriage is to Lenina... after she gets the whole idea she is disgusted she does not want to say with the same person forever no matter how much she loves him. She wants to continue trying out people. You know.... anyways she tries to make love to him but John pushes her aways violently. He calls her a whore and tells her to get out or he will kill her. Then she’s runs to the bathroom and Johns gets a phone call.